Frank, I find the last sentence of your post alarming.
This is not the end. It's not the end of you, it's not the end of happiness, it's not the end of joy, it's not the end.
Take a while to absorb, and then check back in (and don't make plans to move out).
One way or the other, it will get better, Frank.
She said the attorney she talked to said either you make plans to move or the court will give you a date to move after the divorce is filed. I guess that has to do with me having no right to live here? Not sure. I don't think it would help anything having me here anyway, it's a very small house and it's not like we could live here and avoid each other.
I realize that last post sounded bad, i'm just in a terrible state right now. Everything i see here is US, and now it just seems like i've lived a lie for 15 years. I just can't even think about a future right now, i'm just living in the moment i guess.
M:39 W:35 Married: 12 years Together: 16 years No kids D bomb: 1/17/15 Filed 1/29/15 Moving out 2/2015
