Everyone—Raliced, SS, HopeChg, Mr. Bond, thank you for your input and for reaching out. I've been terrified to take the L step but I'm going to have to. I have so many legal questions. And you're right SS, moving out what just a thought, but it would more than likely backfire. I will ask for more help with the kids and our current babysitter's schedule is really sporadic so a friend suggest I hire a new sitter and use the other as backup so I'm not as dependent on H for help. Raliced you are so right about the stress. I love my kids and I've always wanted to be a mom but I never ever envisioned doing this alone. I HAVE to rise to the occasion though, not to show H I can face adversity but to show myself I can face it because I know I can. Thank you everyone again for your help.
Me: 38 H: 43 Kids: 2,4 T10 M6 BD: 1/14 11/14: H moves out
