Frank, I find the last sentence of your post alarming.

This is not the end. It's not the end of you, it's not the end of happiness, it's not the end of joy, it's not the end.

Take a while to absorb, and then check back in (and don't make plans to move out).

One way or the other, it will get better, Frank.

2 Ds: 7 and 4
BD and Sep: 7/14
Divorce Final 2/16