My waking nightmare

[Lorelai]

We bought the house together. He wants me to move out and he'll be more of a full-time dad, while I visit the kids. He's very serious about that.
A part of it makes me wonder though— I feel like if I actually did this, H wouldn't last a week. Plus I would be at the house all the time because I couldn't stand being away from the children as much as he is. Right now, he's got a pretty cushy set-up at his mom's—I called the other day to ask about a schedule change because of an appointment that came up that I couldn't take the kids to—and she said he couldn't come to the phone because he had a terrible cold and was sleeping. Meanwhile the kids were climbing all over me and I had been up all night with my almost 2-year-old and I'm thinking, geesh, wish I could sleep all nice and cozy during the day while my mom takes care of me! His mom is doing a lot to shield him from the reality and consequences of this split.