Today I am attending a funeral - my manager's husband took his own life last Tuesday and I will be there to support her. She is a sweet heart that came to my office to talk to me and offer all the support she could to me.
Her husband was in a deep depression because he lost his job when he was months to retirement. Since then things went downhill and he finally did the worse.
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I also just got the news that one of my aunts passed away last night. She was 78 years old and had a heart failure. It all goes back to my childhood and the good times we have spent together.
I will pray hard today. It's a day related to death and the message and lesson I can take from this is that life is short and we need to make the most to be happy in any situation we go by in life.
Looking life from this perspective it just makes me feel like sometimes we need to stop fighting and just let go. We need to see the horizon and believe that there is more life ahead of us and we need to make the most to live it in full. Tear, pain, hurt, resentment, hate, angriness, it all loose it's meaning when facing the last breath.
I will post later today. Nothing much about H, no contact from him. He is in his annual sales meeting activities in the mountains, and of course he is with the OW. Fortunately, I do not have time to think about this kind of person. There is more important things to think about today.
I also changed my L appointment to this afternoon. I tough I should do this sooner then later and lock on the L I want. I want to be prepared to claim all what by law are my rights.
I am still going to dance today. I feel I need to be among people, have some fun time with some friends, dance, sweat, smile for a change.
Toots, Vanilla, Train, Okjpc, thanks for your kind words. I want to get back to you regarding the above posts. I just realized that I have a lot to learn. And I want to learn. You guys bring me to whole different ball game, let's see if I can score a gol.
