MLCer and EA w/ OW

[Jer2911]

Just found a card that I believe she is going to give me before she leaves on her trip. I am fairly certain this is a Thank You card... Not sure what she has written inside of it, and not sure how I feel about reading it when she does give it to me or leaves it for me. I imagine she might say she is sorry for all of the pain she has caused (but if she does say that I know that right now she doesn't really feel that way -- at least not on the surface -- and she'll just be writing/saying it to try to be nice) and she'll probably thank me for allowing her to go on this trip while I stay here with the kids. I just find that funny... The MLC brain at work -- thanking me for allowing her to lie to me about where she is going and to go on a trip to another continent so she can hook up with the OW...

Okay -- have not read the contents of the card and I'm just speculating at this point... Probably shouldn't assume to know what is on the inside of it... At least I have a couple of days to prepare myself for the contents of the card before I open it.

Time for me to once again pray that at some point while she is away on this trip -- halfway around the world from her home and family -- that she will be hit with a huge guilt trip and have even a brief moment of clarity... of WTH am I doing? That probably won't happen because she is so deep in the MLC fog, but I can still pray for it...