Unbidden beat me to it, but when I read your recent threads, I wondered whether you have done much reading/thinking about the area of forgiveness? There's a real sense of you feeling your H doesn't 'deserve' that - but of course it isn't for him, it's for you..x
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
