I can totally feel where you are with your situation. It is very hard when you see them almost daily from a small distance. Having your H next door makes it very tough to put any distance when you are wondering where he is or what he is doing when you don't see the car there. My youngest has me giving picking up a friend on the way to school every morning. She lives in the same apartment complex as ex. So I have to pass by her place every day. You can't help but look to see if they are there or not and wonder where they are.
Yes the days seem long. You get an ants in the pants feeling that you just want something to change. You are tired of the hurry up and wait. Problem is it is out of your control. Everyone here gets that feeling and spends time squirming in their seat waiting for something to happen. I don't feel there is anything you can do except force yourself to make a change in what you are doing to move yourself forward and get something else to focus on. I am trying to do that for myself right now.
Twisting on Life's Rope Me53 W53 M20 D21 D19 D16 BD 2-2013 D final 1-2015 _________________________ "Dream about tomorrow, Live for today, Learn from yesterday"
