No worries, nothing wrong with feeling hope just temper your expectations or channel them.
The letter, hmmm I bow to wiser minds there...
Think a few days off is a good plan, I've only just finished (mostly - sorting utilities but had two lots to do as w did nothing for the old place switch, she's just being contacted now to pick them up after I closed them out and zeroed them.... Which is why I'm broke of course)
Remember pack away those things that drain your PMA or hurt, dont do away with everything and keep things safe. Then speak to the kids on design and get interior designing
Keep posting matey
M:44, W:46, S:10 M 13 years, T 15 BD:23/7/2014 W/S Moved to MIL: 23/7/2014 My new place: 21/11/2014 W/S back to flat 22/11/2014 W coming closer, talking 4/2015 Piecing 5/2015 Moving in again 6/2015