Hi edz. Thanks for checking in on me -youre a good man.

The honest answer is I don't know.

Strangely my hopes about reconciliation are on the up even though I know thats delusional so trying to quash that a bit. I do still want to give her that letter though. Hmmmmm.....

Took today (and tomorrow) off work, didn't really want to face it and I need to get my house straight as its been neglected more than usual for the last few months. the move also really trashed the place.

That and I spent about 3hrs on the phone to utility companies sorting that stuff out.

Tomorrow will be harder I expect as I have to do some actual sorting of things as well as take down all the photos of my wife from around the house.

So all fairly mundane but each step is part of the journey.


Both mid 30s, 2 young kids
BD 7sep14
XW moved on long ago, now living with OM1
D paperwork in progress