Responding Vs Reacting

[Faith2b]

Im very happy to have found many books about feminine power. I know I have been leading with my emotions. Since really discovering how my emotions have impacted my behavior I can now say that I can actually see my emotions as they come so I can respond rather than react and its a beautiful thing. I have been able to communicate much better with exh. It feels great to be able to recognize my behavior and respond to him. Without feeling attached to my behavior. Its like now if I do get angry I can apologize and say hey Im sorry I acted that way I was feeling upset and hurt. I can now communicate more clearly.

I feel I am the master of my emotions this has been key for me to really enjoy where I am. Just taking more time to enjoy my senses.

Im very thankful for this time given to me by God. I do think about will he actually show me??? Meaning my exh. Lately this has come up alot him showing me. Well he did say to me that I have been showing him. He has not shown me much just more so talking. Well I hope I can get some feed back. He is noticing me. But what will make him show me its one of those things I guess that are out of my hands. I feel that he challenges me alot to see if I will break. I just dont want to become hard. I guess their is a cost to his and my freedom. The cost is uncertainty. I pray I can accept and release all in my life that I do not have control of and all I cannot change.