Thanks for your kind words. I will do my best to face all these challenges with grace. It's hard but it's not the end of the world either. I just found out that my manager's H committed suicide on tuesday, he was not young and just lost his job. The guy could not deal with this and took the easy way out.
No, that is really bad. So I put into a new perspective, that things could be worse.
It will be a day by day recovery, but it's not impossible. It just seems that way because I am hurting a lot right now.