So today I had the first contact with my H since Jan1.

I was working and my SD called. She wanted to see me. I'm a nurse and work 12 hr shifts. I told her I'm at work sweetie and won't be home until 730 pm. She said that's ok Dad says I can come and he will pick me up at your house later.

I picked her up at 730pm. H. Was not home. SD had not had any dinner. We arrived at my place. I ordered her dinner and we walked my dog. She told me she is sad that her Dad is not spending more time with me. She had gotten hopeful she we spent more time together in Oct and Nov. I told her that her Dad does love her but has some personal things to work out. She told me she was home alone one night this week until 630am! She caught him coming home. I was furious. I told her if he is ever really late call me. ( I live five mins away) I will come get you. I to,d her it is not ok for you to be home alone all night and your Dad could get in big trouble for doing that. I would like to personally kick his a$$. Who leaves a 13 yr old girl home alone all night?!

I am so disgusted and have no respect left for this man. He showed up an hour and a half late to pick up SD. He would have liked to stay and chat. He hugged me hello and goodbye. In the past I would have thought it was great. Tonight I gave the awkward half hug pat on the back back. This MLC crap is so maddening. My poor SD is suffering for his selfish behavior.

Me 52 H 44
T9 M 5
BD 12/11 H
split 8/12
OW moved in 12/12
OW gone for good 6/14
We get closer again 9/14
SD 13 Me 4 Grown





Accept what is...let go of what was and have faith in what will be.