Well Bright, being amicable is good- the fact that everyone feels comfortable communicating that way. But, are you? Man, you think so much like I do. Just be careful. Please, Bright. I looked into some of the communication as caring, but it doesn't mean so. I am sure he does, but.... I don't know.... just be careful. Take if for what it is.

I am so happy that your s is going there. I think you are right that it will be a nice opportunity for interaction between the two of them. Like I said before, that your h probably associates s with you, and that is prob the reason for the distance. So this will be a good thing, I'm sure.

I know what you mean about energy. I think I put so much of it into analyzing and thoughts, that I don't leave much room for more, sometimes. It is weird for me, because I am a naturally high-energy person. Now, I'm like... blah... sometimes. The cold weather doesn't help anymore, either. It never used to bother me.

And another thing... I feel like I've aged so much the past year! Doesn't help that hww is in her frigggin mid 20's! And stress had hurt me!YUCK! Giving me a complex. But, I am sure I make it worse than it is. And I am sure you are as hot as ever. (I recall reading this just a few month back! wink So don't sweat it, your hotness! (see that play on words! ha!)

Keep going, Bright. Keep doing the parties and things like that. It is so good for you. The job and everything- helping you come out of your shell and show the world just how amazing, smart, and beautiful you are.

I read about how you are doing it and it encourages me. I feel the same drag and difficulties, but you pull yourself through and still get out there. That's admirable, bright. It keeps others going even when it's difficult, because they see you doing it.

I can't wait to hear how it goes. I hope you have fun! Enjoy yourself... hot@ss!