I almost cringed at it, myself. But, I am doing something different. The reason for the name, itself, that I gave myself many months ago.... donno. I think I knew I would have to be that in a way.
So, now, this time is about me. In my world, anyway. In my previous post, I mentioned how I loved to laugh and joke. It's kind of my thing. Not that I'm good... but what I like. And, so, since I know it, and that part of me feels dampened down, I don't like it.
That, among other things, have come to my attention, that I need to springboard myself into myself. Figure it all out. And, like xh figuring out things without distraction... well.. I need to do the same.
I want to walk a little taller. I want to walk a little stronger. I want to have more laughter. I want to remember things (incredibly forgetful and scatterbrained these days). I want to be confident. I want to be independent. I want to finish tasks successfully. I want to be a great mom. I want to be a great friend, daughter, sister, aunt. I want to be real. Authentic. Understanding. Compassionate. Funny.