Well, new GAL activity for me tonight...yoga class. Really enjoyed it. Nice teacher and feel very mellow now. Made a bit of an error though - told him I had done some yoga before (true) then ended up being the one lagging behind, or with arms in the wrong place etc...Next week, I'll enrol on a course of five classes.

Feeling thoughtful, having been in our marital home today, and talked to H last weekend. He told me he was away alone for the weekend 'thinking about his life.' Does he find it odd that I don't ask him - how did that go?

He does sound a bit low lately. I'm not sure things are working out the way he hoped. I have no idea what will happen.

Today, our house was a bit forlorn looking. The Xmas tree is still up - but looks as though it was only ever half decorated, and there was a half empty bag of baubles sitting next to it...Shame, it was always a lovely family home, and now it just feels a bit unloved. A place of sadness..

T 13 M 7
Me 48 H 46
SS 15
BD 7.14 PA
D final 5.16 (H filed)

We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus