Sending hugs. Of course today was hard, it's so raw. I don't have experience of this exact situation, but IMO it's okay to let yourself feel really raw, feel everything, at this stage, and just let yourself be. He can't intrude on that, this is your time, so let yourself go through the process. Good luck, sending thoughts your way.
Me 28 / H 28 M 1 / T 2.5 BOMB 12-3-14 "I don't feel like myself any more" Still living together, separate rooms.
