"They are all very small things but I guess I am so scared the small lies will turn into big ones."

This is why working on yourself while you were going through the process is important. Have you gone to IC for yourself?

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER