He did put gas in the car he just used his money to pay not mine. (We don't have any joint accounts now)

They are all very small things but I guess I am so scared the small lies will turn into big ones. How do I keep my mind from going in that direction?

Me: 35 husband:39
Sons 16 and 11 from my first marriage
Twins 5 (boy/girl)
Daughter 3
Affair bomb 2/27/14
He moved in with ow 3/13/14
OW kicked him out 6/15/14
4/2016 he seeks help for sexual addiction