I'm glad you're in that place. Perhaps the MC talk will be the shock that you needed to move to this next phase, like learning of A for Card29, meeting an interesting OP for others, and the D request for me.

What I may advise, from my experience, is that you note how you feel and how you got there, because it can also be fleeting and it's a feeling that can be useful to recapture. Somehow, you need to be able to find the way back there because it's definitely further down the path we're travelling. This is what detachment feels like and this is where you need to be to progress.


M39 D6 D3 (at S)
S 2014-09
D 2016-09

"You can't start a fire sitting around, crying over a broken heart" - Bruce Springsteen.