Never before have I wanted to hug a fellow DBer more than now.
You're right on everything.
You're right that you love her, that you miss her. You're right that you are willing to make the changes, that you've made every effort in the last four months yet they didn't pay off. You're right that you are set to be a much better husband than ever before, especially for her.
You're right that it's going to take a long time, if ever, before she sees you in a new light. You're right that there are obstacles in the way of reconciliation.
You're right that this is one of the most emotional moment of one of the worst experiences in your life. This is not a normal day, not for you, not for anyone. You're right to be upset, angry, sad and to cry and cry. Who cares right now if you'll find happiness one day, because you're right, today it's not here.
Jim, I truly feel and share your pain and I offer you, from thousands of miles away, my understanding and support.
M39 D6 D3 (at S) S 2014-09 D 2016-09
"You can't start a fire sitting around, crying over a broken heart" - Bruce Springsteen.