So, definitely feeling detached. I was a little upset earlier today, but getting this opinion from the MC has helped clear some of the fog.
I just sent her an award that S5 got from school for attendance. It would have been hours thinking about whether to send it just a few weeks ago. I simply took a picture, sent it to her and carried on with my day. Felt refreshing not to worry about it. I'm at a place that I did it because I wanted to, not because I felt she would feel one way or another.
M:36 W:37 T: 15 M:11 S6 D5 BD: 8/10/14 IDLY: 8/12/14 S: 8/13/14 (she left, I stayed w/ kids) D Mentioned: 10/15/14 Confronted about OM: 10/15/14 EA: ~4/13 PA: ~10/13 She filed: 8/15 (not final)