Wet
U seem to be moving in the right direction.
You reminded me of when I was a WAW and my H would reach out to touch me and I would pull away.

Hang in there

Me 43 ring off Oct 2014 (my ring back on Feb 2015)
H 51 (ring off 7/2013)
M 2007 T 1996
S 14
July 2013- H told me he was unhappy.....said he is staying for Son
Feb 18 2014 Found out about OW