So my goals are to take the next 30 days off. I feel I am reaching a boiling point and I can feel the anger and hurt inside me ready to explode. I'm going to enjoy life for the next 30 days with my boys and focus on getting ready for school. Nothing is going to change right now whether he pushes D or not. The abatement is coming up in the next 30 days so we will both have to answer to that.
My goal is to release this anger and work on forgiveness
My goal is to not react to any behavior H puts out towards me. If he is distant or gets a shitty attitude with me I will not react.
I will not allow myself to get into a situation that I may end up regretting.
So my goal right now is to do nothing, if he continues to walk all over me and push my buttons my hope is that for 30 days I will do nothing
I like these ^^^.
The paradox and counter-intuitive part of DB-ing is, that sometimes, doing "nothing" (about the M/R), is actually doing A LOT.
Mostly, for YOU.
In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus
Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm
