Wow, T, I'm so sorry to hear about what's happening with your H. It seems clear from what you've posted that he is going through a life crisis. Unfortunately, that means not much of what he does will be rational. I know it's hard. Especially since the fog lifted briefly. This is not about you or your family. This is his issue. I think you need to detach and drop all expectations of your H. Focus on YOU and doing what makes you happy. We are all routing for you!
In regards to the books, IMO knowledge is power so reading them can't hurt. That being said, you need to decide whether you're in a place to hear the message or if you need a break for a bit. Only you can decide that.
Big Hugs!!
Me: 30 H: 35 M: 5 years S2 Signs of MLC started Feb 2014 BD - PA July 2014 Piecing/reconciling late July 2014
