whilst working this morning my mind has been wandering over stuff that has been said in the last 6 months. One of the things that i was thinking about is that my wife had an employee earlier in teh year. He was divorced after wife ahd an affair. He was rubbish so she let him go but during his time she hated him. APart from being rubbish at his job he was constantly depressed about his situation. Always moaning about it. he also never did anything. Never went anywhere, never went out.
She was preety scathing about him. I always said i feel a little bit sorry for him. It makes sense now. He wasnt a good person to be around. He was negative. He had not detached and GAL and my wife could see that (she doesnt know about DB) and found it very unatractive. I will not let myself fall into that. I try to stay upbeat around her. I am organising to do thngs with my daughter. I took her out the other day for a big walk and made snowmen. Weekend i will take her horse riding and and hopefully ice skating. Its very hard but i must stay strong. These are attractive qualties.
Me:40 W:35 D:8 T:13 M:10 WAW: 7/14 PA Discovered: 1/15 at least 6 months Moved out and moved on
