MrBond, I know it has not been very long. I am a work in progress. I don't expect huge changes overnight. People can become angry at God for many reasons, whether it seems rational or not. It may seem messed up to you but it felt real to me. I have accepted that my actions caused my W to leave. I know that I can control my anger and I need to take responsibility. The anger that I have felt has been less frequent and less intense. It is a positive step and it makes me want to continue in that positive direction. This positive step is starting to change my attitude. I am starting to think differently than I use to and I'm making better choices.
