Jefe - The Beginnings of Courting - #9

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I'm glad for you that you had an ok day and can still be appreciative for your wife.
I see exactly what you are saying. I have mixed feelings about these "small positive things/days". They make you feel good for a bit, then double worse. But it's part of the rollercoasters ride. Sometimes I'm truly proud and surprised how we all go through this with so much strength. And it's scary how many people out there have the same problems. I'm so thankful for God taking me here! I don't know if I would've been able to get where I am right now in my heart without this forum.
But I can read between the lines that your heart is moving into the right direction. Keep going, keep praying, keep loving Jefe!