You are insane gb - but so honest. You can't go wrong with being honest with yourself and sharing your truth with others.
I can relate to some of what you said.
My h was not my best ever but it was good. I do wish he was more aggressive in some ways but mostly I wish he had been more honest in the bedroom. It always felt like I had to guess what he was into and he couldn't say it. It was frustrating that I had to be the leader in sex games department.
I guess I thought this was a compromise I was making and I loved my h regardless. I thought no r is 10 stars in every department.
My h also had complaints that we weren't doing it enough. I didn't respect his feelings enough and justified that after having 2 kids doing it twice a month was nothing to complain about. I should have shown his feelings more respect
---- M 39 H 35 D5,D4 M 4 T 9 ILYBNILWY 5/18/11 Left 7/11/11 Divorced 12/1/13