Ok, you do understand how short a time frame that is for you to "change" right? If you've had those anger issues for so many years, a month isn't going to show anything. It's going to take patience and understanding on your part. Personally, the getting angry at God is a bit messed up. Rather than looking at what He wasn't giving you, did you ever think of seeing what He was?
If you were as bad as you described, I wouldn't trust your changes either if I were your W. You have to prove it to her little by little.
In what ways have you actually changed? Has your attitude or outlook changed any?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
