Here is the link for the digital download. http://www.mcssl.com/store/mwdtc2014/

I understand your frustration. But right now you have to understand that there is no magic bullet to this. It will take time and patience. It's up to you whether you have enough of both to save your M.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER