Thank you Toots.
I hope you'll be fine too. GAL seems easy at first, the hardest part is the endurance we have to bring up I think.
We have to find our OLD SELF again. I wasn't myself anymore. I noticed a long time ago. But there was no way out. First no good R with W, then BD...then downhill from there.

I think I finally found the old ME again. I'm not gonna lie, I know I'll fall back and feel horrible again...it's probably going to be a long process. But I see who I am again - which feels great.

Last edited by Complex; 01/19/15 09:39 PM.
Me 32 (German) Wife 28
T 3yrs M 2yrs
Moved to US for W
No kids
BD 6/2014
In house separation
Confirmed EA 1/2015
(ongoing since BD)
OM not ready
Real D talk started 1/27/15