Well guys,

I do not know how much I have left.

I have not talked about the R or tried to show affection for the last week or so and things have gotten worse. W has stated she hates me and that I am demeaning to her (she stated that she did not mean it the next day when sober). W hugged OM at event infront of me after I set up bounderies regarding this. This led to a argument that night. Her nor I want to leave the home or break up the fam. Kids are important to us. I continue to try to detatch and gal but is difficult with all of this. I will continue to detatch and gal and lean on you, my fam, and my kids while she decides.

I don't know how much more I have left.


W-43 H-41 M-19 T-21
Kids S-15 D-13 S-11
OM/EA/PA suspected 7/4/14
Talk of Seperation 7/5/14
Slept in same bed, held each other nightly until 2/1/15
W moved out 2/1/15
I am moving on