So I had something happen to me yesterday that I'm still processing a little bit.
I am a huge Seattle Seahawks fan. I have been since the age of 10, when I first started watching football as a bonding activity with my Dad.
I have also documented here that I am not a crier and have not shed a tear since the BD.
Well- I watched the game yesterday with D6 and at the end - I just started sobbing. Not just moist eyes with a few sniffles but full on flowing tears, gasping breath and red nose. Luckily D6 thought Mom was just being weird about the football game (I gasped out in a high unnatural voice "I...am... just .. so...happy.)
Why now? Maybe because all the papers were signed last week?We're now just in the waiting period for it to become final - maybe I finally could let go.
I thought it might be cathartic - but today I'm back to my normal self - just trying to keep chit together with a healthy dose of anxiety about what this will do to the girls.
