As with toots I got confused by the app charging (have zero budget just at the moment!)
Didn't catch what you are up to in Belgium, work based? I know this is a hard time, you've had this long run up which I didnt have to go through bad as my bd was. I had the typical shock and recovery/setback/recovery which is hard enough.
I've said many times my hat is off to anyone who has in house sep, Im dearly hoping having your own space will give you the mind room I got to start processing and detaching.
As I said in my thread I've been being bothered by mr fixit locked up in his box and having a scratch the last couple of nights, I think thats a momentum thing irking him. Got him somewhat under control again today so make sure (since I think we have that same guy in both our brains) to not let him out to play too much as he will so sap your energy.
Take it easy mate.
M:44, W:46, S:10 M 13 years, T 15 BD:23/7/2014 W/S Moved to MIL: 23/7/2014 My new place: 21/11/2014 W/S back to flat 22/11/2014 W coming closer, talking 4/2015 Piecing 5/2015 Moving in again 6/2015