W arrived home about 6 pm and I had just made dinner so she ate with SND20 and I. Then we watched some football. We ended up talking a lot about when the kids were little, SND20 was asking a ton of questions. For awhile I almost forgot that W wants a D.
W made a comment that someone complemented her on her nice ring today. She hasn't been wearing her new 8k wedding ring she purchased two months before BD.
When her conversation started to irritate me I went back out to the garage to work on organizing my picture framing supplies. That is a 180 for me to keep my opinions to myself. I was able to do it without her realizing I was bothered.
It's really lonely and I miss our SL and dates, but I know I will be okay no matter if she follows through w/D. Could DB be working already?
M 53 W 44 D25 D20 S22 PA 10/95 BD abt 2k EA BD 9/2004 PA D'd 1/05/05 DB'd 9/2004-08 PA ends 02/2005 XW rehab 03/2005 piecing until OM3 June?/2005 Remarried 12/28/07 BD 12/18/14 Sep living together