How to start rebuilding? - 2

[Hoju]

I think I may actually be pretty close to being fully detached. I sent the email tonight and while writing I realized I honestly didn't care how she answers. I don't expect a positive response for opening up again and telling her it's still not what I want and honestly I don't really care. I had an awesome weekend and life for me is very good. I suppose this is just a high right now and reality may come crashing in again but I feel completely at peace with the idea of losing W forever.