Thank you MCS. I hope you are well. Ypur signature gives away your own personal drama. Im so sorry.
Yesterday and today were my first real despair-days. How can someone justify still being married and living together with their pregnant wife and staying the night w OWno2 to 'say goodbye'? My DD was crying when I had to tell her daddy isnt coming home tonight. I couldnt explain why causr I dont want to lie to cover his cheating backside.
My friend donated 2 phone sessions to me so im trying to make an appointment tonight (lots of time diff between here and US).
Im wondering what they will say. Besides moving on I really just dont see any options anymore.


Me: 36
Him: 36
DD: 3y
DD2: 1.5mo
Together: 5y
Married: > 3y
D: April 1st '15 after 1y of affairs