Strong EA after 2 yrs M #2 - The journey begins

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It was beautiful. The way how Mozza sees things and helps out makes me feel sad for the situation he is in but I know he will be fine and a great person.

I had a fun night/dinner with my coworkers after work. It felt good. Having a great time with my mentor and some great people. Interestingly our new employee (very pretty and intelligent 45yr-ish old woman, divorced lol) gave me a lot of attention tonight. It just makes me feel good to notice I am liked and appreciated.
And somehow my mentor leaked some information about my issues which I am not mad about. It feels good to talk open about things. Hiding bad things was a big part of my life. My dad is an alcoholic (although he is a very very good hearted person) and I pretty much never spoke open about it. It feels good not to feel awkward for things that are NOT your fault.

I don't have the energy to get to all the questions from 25yearsmic and take my time answering and doing some more soul searching.
I'll do that on Monday and take my time.

But I'm afraid of the in home S. Not making things easier. But I got no choice right now. I'll take on the challenge and be the very best I can and GAL as much as I can. I just need to get my butt out of the house. I signed up for the gym again and will get my 10 pounds lean back that I lost. I want my life back!!!!