WAW Dating - Oh noes!!..

[LoveMyW]

I missed the edit button so my next thought is here..

HP mentioned "dealing with W's moods and insults.. It's funny thinking back on it.. Until New BF/OM/AP (depending on how you want to look at it) came in to the picture, there wasn't too much in the way of moods or insults directed my way.. Mind you, this also coincided with her thought of my "GF" and the drop in contact from both sides.. Yes, we have had our moments as you do in nearly 6 months of S, but this has become more frequent..

It's probably good that it has happened when I started getting in the detachment zone (as I have said, I am not fully in the middle of that zone, but it's light is shining on me).. Admittedly, the insults aren't overly personal, but they are happening..

I know from other postings that I can't get any real ground whilst she is in her new R, but that isn't going to stop my 180's or GAL.. I still haven't lost the want for this M/R to work out either.. The difference now is in my mindframe.. I'm in a place now where I know I'll be just fine on my own, and I'm being the best dad/person I can be, but I also want my W and family back complete and happy.. I still love her, always have and probably always will in some way but at the moment W has had to go down a couple of rungs on my ladder for my own sake..