Hi Jim still catching up tonight after a busy day and s being a pickle this evening and being bouncy well well well past bed time. Suffice to say you know I feel for you, didn't happen the same way to me and no one in the wings I'm aware of but every other emotion I know and have experienced.

I'll catch up some more so may post back again but suffice to say I'm with you in spirit, I know its easy to say it will help detatch etc and it will but you're not a robot so I know thats only a comfort to your analyst side, to the other aide I say this it will get better, trust that, it will be horrid, you will be upset and sad and lonely and then you will be happy and optimistic and revved up and back and forth, I havent reached a full plateux yet, its got a lot better there are issues and w is still on full denial and auto pilot with me, no idea what shell decide or if I'll just drop the rope but both you and I will be ok and things will be good, not the same, but good don't fear that hang on, trust in it and take it easy mate.

Edz

And no bother I think I can speak for us all, were all happy to listen smile


M:44, W:46, S:10
M 13 years, T 15
BD:23/7/2014
W/S Moved to MIL: 23/7/2014
My new place: 21/11/2014
W/S back to flat 22/11/2014
W coming closer, talking 4/2015
Piecing 5/2015
Moving in again 6/2015