Didn’t realize the word in H’s text would be censored. He pretty much called himself “dumbsh!t”. And when I tried to validate, there was no answer. I think this must be the way H feels these days, who knows. This is why he is trying so hard to connect on FB to see if he would get some validation and “likes”. But, at the same time he was able to figure out (not without an outside help, I think) how to use FB on his phone. This is huge for H. I think he is slowly discovering that the life style he envisioned for himself (away from civilization, with no computer or phone) is not going to work for him, as it is very lonely.

I went to see a D attorney yesterday for a 30 min consultation, using company benefit. I was hoping that it would give me a clear picture what would be beneficial for me and what I need to do. Unfortunately, the things I leant are not going to make the whole thing easy.

Have to go shopping for the shoes (to wear at the company party next week) now. Will post the rest later.


M:50
H:52
S28 (my S from previous marriage)
M:17 + 3
BD: 06/12
S: 06/12 - H works in another state