Train - he feels that he's 'owned' his faults. He 'doesn't want to live in the past he knows he was an idiot and made terrible mistakes but he wants to move forward not backward.'
Ugh and I took the bait today.
He's been gone all day. I called him about kids and logistics. Asked him how the conversation with his boss went about getting me the money he owes.
He said they didn't have time to talk about it. They will talk next week (this has been the case since October) and that he doesn't want the headache. There's nothing he can do about it right now and basically were screwed
I was not having that. I said how is it fair that they just keep our money and we deal with it. There's nothing in writing (I KNOW). So I just have to suck it up and lose the money. That's something I haven't accepted yet
H told me he's sick of arguing with me. (Ummm okay.. We haven't talked about this since the text issue the other night and before that I've kept a lid on it). So basically I'm supposed to say nothing and just hope it gets resolved because he's stressed and doesn't want to deal with it.
I feel defeated and done. I just want a D. I don't want to live my life like this and with someone that could give 2 shits about my feelings.
