Gg - I didn't approach, but I didn't hide either. Actually I instinctively moved into view so he could see me.
Tonight I have no hope.
PS I know you all deal with this regularly so I'm sorry for dumping this here. It's really not a big deal. It just makes me feel like shite tonite. It know it will pass.
So let me fill you in about funeral, I went stood outside. My preference, h always forced me to sit inside. I offered his mum sympathy who acted as if we had never met, she basically explained her whole family tree to me. Refused to even acknowledge she even knew me.
H sister followed same script but did know me and say hello. At grave side, I parked where they would have to walk past my car. I stood right where they had to pass by me, I did not say hello again.
I had done the right thing, they could see h story wasn't stacking up.
H story is gg is nutso manic and causing drama. None of that happened.
The no hope is passing phase, it will change when your not so tired. This is where you dump stuff!
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
