I actually feel ok with where I'm at right now. W and I haven't spoken since her D text other than a couple emails about the kids schedule.
Not quite sure what it was, but the last few weeks I've really come to a good place. I feel good about my life, enjoying time with the kids and not feeling like I'm 'waiting' for W. I'm sure I'm not 100% detached, but I feel like I'm getting there. I can't change the past and can't control W or her actions.
Next week is my bday. Not expecting anything, but curious to see if W will reach out after a couple weeks of silence.
As of now, not planning on taking any action for a couple mos, although friends are wanting to set me up on dates. Don't care to get involved with anyone while still M. We'll see if W initiates D, but I don't think she can afford it right now, so I'm just enjoying life and not worrying about the future!
