I never mentioned and I don't know if it's televant but I completely screwed my last girlfriend over. I was with her five years and had an affair the last year and slept with other women. I was a very bad man and completely off path.
The love for my wife put me back on track. She saved me. And she still does....
It may be relevant. Why did you cheat on her, and why so much? I mean, if it had only happened once in some unique situation, it MIGHT be more understandable.
But it sounds more like it was a repeated choice you made, a pattern.
What did you tell yourself then, while you were cheating? How'd you justify it?
How'd your wife "Save" you? How can she "Still" save you? From what?
If you could be forgiven, can she?
Finally and maybe most importantly, What, if anything, did you learn about yourself?
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
