Hi Kitty - glad you are back - I have missed your post
Thanks for your insite into my latest developments.
I agree that C is confused - she has told me that she does not feel she will ever get married again and that OG is not someone she wants to marry. (I know - don't talk w/ C about og - it was in a moment of weakness)
As to my dating - I feel that she does know - told both bookkeeper friend and SIL that when I went out with other poeple I still felt like I was cheating on C.
I do believe she gets some feelings from the OG that she feels she can not get from me but also wants to keep our friendship because "we have fun together" I did give her the idea the other day that I was tired of trying to fight for the R (well I came right out and said I was tired of fighting for the R and that I give up) This was just before she went away for long weekend w/ OG. Then she does the IM the very next day she gets back and ask me over for dinner and then fixes me a candle light dinner and as I leave makes a special statement that "you really looked great tonight"
While I do appreciate the Dinner and the other little things from Friday night - I am not as impressesed as I would have been just two months ago. If this is going to work then she needs to do lots more or I will just work on getting me a GF that I can work on a future with.
