I am trying to hang onto whatever I can. I'm grabbing on to whatever I can because I can't believe I am here again. We were just so happy a couple months ago.
I just don't know what I could have done differently. So I have to let the fear go. I fear D because I absolutely do not want it.
I'm trying to work that out... It is more than a work in progress. Bear with me while I try to figure it out
