TO: I just wanted to chime in that I am going to ride this week with you....You and me, together.
I too am impatient and fearful. I too love my H. I too think we can work it out.
I am in the situation that I am applying the advice Train and Cat gave you to myself. I also need to chill out. Some days I see results and then days go by with nothing. I pushed R talks and it went badly. I am reliving situation from 2003 and 2008 so I know you and I both know what it feels like and that brings on more fear and mind reading.
