It does make complete sense. I'm having a bad day. I am feeling so sad and confused on what to do.
I just want to start over I want everything to be okay and I want him to be who he was when he came back.
I need to pick myself up. I'm home with the boys now and they are outside jumping on the trampoline and Im just sitting outside watching them. Wondering wtf is going on with my life.
I feel like I'm at the point right now of saying are you in this or not. I just want a damn answer. I am so sick of I don't know. I feel like I'm in limbo.
I know everyone says patience but damn ... I took him back and now he's not keeping his promises. I want my M but I am done feeling like this.
He either wants this M or he doesn't. Either fight for us or get out.
